i will not acquire the orb badge i will not don the butterfly i will not add e/fuck to my handle i will not submit to the deepfates program i will not put rat in bio

i've always felt an almost pathological aversion to explicit group affiliation. like it's tying down my identity in ways i don't like, allowing others to view me as a specific legible type when that's just a small slice

honestly that's probably a bad thing, i should be more willing to throw myself deeper into identities and communities and later discard them if they're really not working for me