the fact that it is genuinely possible to love ur job and ur work and that this unlocks massively higher quality of life is actually a huge blackpill for some people

u can hear this and go "oh wow! i can improve my situation!!" but another reading is that some people basically picked right and figured out what they like and get to enjoy life and others are kinda fucked without massive effort expenditure

also a lot of people just want permission to give up and hate the concept of work in general, ubi neet gamer bedrotcore etc. and it certainly takes away from that worldview when ur presented with examples of working people clearly filled with 100x the lifeforce

anyway

i recommend continuing the search. don't give up. keep in mind as with many things the most important part of a job is *who* ur working with.