just in case ur still deluding urself on this, ketamine is pretty fucking bad for u and causes cognitive impairment + a variety of mental health issues which can persist for up to a year after quitting
a few bumps at parties every week or two adds up pretty fuckin fast actually. plenty of ppl have ket consumption habits that would result in their friends staging an intervention if it was alcohol. drugs are fuckin drugs man don't kid urself.
these are some questions off Peter's Delusion's Inventory (PDI) btw . as u can see this is pretty representative of like 50% of sf tech twitter. consider whether u are actually having world changing insights or u have simply consumed 3g of non-racemic ketamine in the last month